Can anyone tell me why feelings of loneliness always seem to creep up after the midnight hour?I'm not gonna lie to you when I say that its a really shitty feeling. Not only that but in an effort to self medicate yourself, you start making phone calls and writing emails you probably shouldn't be; all in a desperate, delirious state.
But you somehow make it through the night and when you wake the feeling more or less retreats deep back into the cave which it came and you realize how pathetic you were and vow to never let that happen again.
Which of course it does.
Its so easy to see how someone could easily let the loneliness get the better of them and just wallow in despair. Luckily, I'm very aware of this and know that if I just weather the storms and keep moving forward, everything will be just fine.
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MORNING UPDATE
An ipod can be an amazing friend.
Just when you're tired from the time change, feeling sick from your liquid breakfast, and there's a cloak of general "blahness" over you, it puts a one-two combination of songs into your ears that completely picks you up. This time it was a song from the 2046 soundtrack followed by Maze's slow and groovy "Happy Feelings" (i've been on an old school jams kick lately).
And just like that my mind is back on track, focusing on what it should....